Not Okay.

The last time I wrote on my blog was June 24th… it is now Sept. 13th. To say I am disappointed in myself is an understatement. What happened exactly? What kept me away for so long? I guess distractions… and life. Maybe the television too. Eh… So what brings me back? Well, the usual… expressing…

Keep it to yourself. [updated]

Update: I had time to calm down after my angry tirade… and I was able to logically look at the situation while two things occurred. I am a person who went through a period where I gave, and gave, and gave, even when it hurt. I let anyone in because I just felt like, people…

Just a rant on womanhood…

It’s like it is women’s internal and eternal c(o)urse in life to take back men who dont deserve it. I was just thinking about a women, pretty decent woman, seems like a really good woman, does really great work on my hair type of women, who broke down in front of me because she had…

Is it though?

Is it worth it? I mean, really, is it though? So much goes on in our lives, sometimes we just have to ask ourselves, is it worth it? I am planning a wedding, and fighting for a relationship, pushing through grad school, dealing with a job I hate with all my heart, fighting the urge…

That shit I never wanted to hear about growing up.

I used to HATE when older people would give me advice about life… Or about their struggles… Or about what I was going to learn as I got older. I felt like… “I am nothing like you and my life will be nothing like yours!” But I mean honestly, isn’t that how all young people…

Green Eyes

My eyes are green…. because I eat a lot of vegetables. Nah, that ain’t it. I’m jealous. It’s a terrible trait, one of my worst faults. I absolutely hate it. It’s ugly and pitiful. It causes doubt, stress, and misery. Jealously is a nasty bitch. So why is it so hard to NOT be jealous?!…